CLAUSTROPHOBIC

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CLAUSTROPHOBIC

Fear quake, tremors of a feeble will.
Is anybody there? Deafening, space seems asphyxiating.
Swelling head, swirling minds, I feel this dread,
Dread of the dead, left alone to just die.
Cluster upon cluster of suffocation chokes my mind.
Lullaby of loneliness sings, today it ends in tight.

This loneliness consuming, this darkness I can touch.
Every decibel I feel, every sound cutting through space.
To keep my body alive, my mind trails off,
Reminiscing on the light I once saw, the smile I had for a brief.
Torture is the memories, to see in darkness and the tight,
The freedom I once had. The freeness I once enjoyed.

Holed up here; Please help me, I don't want to die.
Please help me, I don't want to lay forgotten.
Don't let my last thoughts trail,
Reminding me, that even my body will remain chained in tight.
Glimpse of light I ask. Please give up.

My loneliness is claustrophobic. Sitting with the winds,
Yet tight, taut my mind feels. Inexplicable Irony!
Some days like today,depression colors the sky.
Exiting this tight, I reference grace.
All these years you've carried me, oiling gladness in pain times.

Shine on me grace
More belief I ask.
Don't call me a claustrophobe please.
I can't just help myself-

Asotah Wisdom

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