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CLAUSTROPHOBIC

CLAUSTROPHOBIC Fear quake, tremors of a feeble will. Is anybody there? Deafening, space seems asphyxiating. Swelling head, swirling minds, I feel this dread, Dread of the dead, left alone to just die. Cluster upon cluster of suffocation chokes my mind. Lullaby of loneliness sings, today it ends in tight. This loneliness consuming, this darkness I can touch. Every decibel I feel, every sound cutting through space. To keep my body alive, my mind trails off, Reminiscing on the light I once saw, the smile I had for a brief. Torture is the memories, to see in darkness and the tight, The freedom I once had. The freeness I once enjoyed. Holed up here; Please help me, I don't want to die. Please help me, I don't want to lay forgotten. Don't let my last thoughts trail, Reminding me, that even my body will remain chained in tight. Glimpse of light I ask. Please give up. My loneliness is claustrophobic. Sitting with the winds, Yet tight, taut my mind feels. Inex

NIGHT

*The Night* The night is here but my soul's awake darkness should feared but I feel at home The night is here the air is quiet but my thoughts become louder whispers at first but now i hear my demons clearly The night is here when a part of me dies and another rises when the sheep dies and the wolf rises the saint dies and the demon rises The night is here my eyes look closed but I am not asleep because I see better when the night is the blackest *The Night is here*